The Decimation of Mae

The Decimation of Mae

D.H. Sidebottom / Jan 26, 2020

The Decimation of Mae The Devil visited me three times in my life albeit my short life Not in the physical sense you must understand but very much literally He was persistent resolute and tenacious His ruthless greed t

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  • The Devil visited me three times in my life albeit, my short life Not in the physical sense, you must understand, but very much literally He was persistent, resolute and tenacious His ruthless greed to annihilate me was utterly disturbing I am sure if he had hierarchy, the man at the top would have dragged his arse into Hell s prison for his unscrupulous methods I waThe Devil visited me three times in my life albeit, my short life Not in the physical sense, you must understand, but very much literally He was persistent, resolute and tenacious His ruthless greed to annihilate me was utterly disturbing I am sure if he had hierarchy, the man at the top would have dragged his arse into Hell s prison for his unscrupulous methods I was just fifteen when I first became aware of what he was capable of This initial taste of him set the playing field for how my life was to be lived for want of a better word He mocked me, showed me mercilessly how he played the game and how he liked to cheat at said game He ridiculed and taunted me until, six months later, he won and took something of so much importance from me that I would never be the same again His second visit was, in my eyes, so much cruel and heartless I know we re talking about the Devil here, and yes, you have a right to say he had no heart but even then, even when I was so utterly broken, I begged to differ and hoped no, prayed that somewhere deep in the caverns of his black, tortured soul there was something that beat and confused his emotions once in a while The third visit was somewhat different than the other two He tried, and at first succeeded to bring me to my knees once and for all, but then something happened God finally intervened and altered Satan s intention he sent hope and morphed the Devil s minion into an Angel, hoping to break and shatter the anguish and suffering He gave the ability for me to feel pleasure in pain, order in the chaos and light in the darkness But in giving me a reprieve, he also gave me something that would finally and ultimately obliterate me He gave me the capability to love, therefore giving me the ability to be destroyed And Satan made sure that I was destroyed Cruelly, viciously and sadistically I am Mae Swift, and this is the story of my decimation WARNING This story doesn t contain hearts and flowers, it doesn t even contain the word love It isn t for the fainthearted, nor those who want romance and happy ever afters It s dark, in fact it goes beyond the dark realms of misery and despair It contains disturbing scenes of sexual violence, cruelty and torture It also includes self harm, pain addiction and brutalisation Please bear this in mind before purchasing this book Thank you.

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    1. Expected Release Date: July 18What I expected when I started reading this book:1. A captive story, main character falls in love with her captor/tormentor.2.Violence, rape, torture.3. SteamDid I get that?Yes.Accept the pain. Fear the agony.I've read my fair share of dark reads, and The Decimation of Mae can compete with the best of them. From the very first page, I could tell I was going to like this story. Mae Swift, lost her parents and sister when she was very young, and to cope she began cutt [...]

    2. “Love is made from dreams, and dreams are made of love.”This is NOT the book for you if you expect hearts and flowers. If you expect romance you will NOT find it here. This is NOT a love story, that’s for sure, but it’s a story about love.“The Decimation of Mae” is dark and gritty, it's disturbing, but captivating at the same time. It’s a story about love and forgiveness, acceptance and survival, good and evil. Mae Swift has no one. Loosing her parents and sister when she was young [...]

    3. i read about 20% of this book and i was so nervous about the plot so i needed to know if this story has a HEA so i jumped stright to it's ending, and i knew it dammit i knew it all i could say is : if you think this has a happy ending you haven't been paying attention !!!

    4. ”The devil wears many masks, Mae.” I smiled at him.“And an angel has many personalities.”This story my first book by this author and it won’t be my last. I enjoyed the writing style but found the abuse very hard to read because Mae is kidnapped and suffers brutal beatings by her rapist of three years ago. The abuse was so extreme and her condition so frail that it was hard to believe she was up and moving by the next scene.”He destroyed my life three years ago, not just physically bu [...]

    5. Such a promising beginning. Then at 18% it all goes downhill.Warning - SPOILERSSo a sicko rapes an 18 year old girl on their first date and she's traumatized and cuts herself. Then at 21, she sees him again. Because he's been stalking her. And then he kidnaps her. After several beatings, she's like:20% - "His smile lit my insides, made me sigh as a reprieve in his anger gave my mind a moment’s peace, and a small jolt of happiness jerked my lips upwards into a tiny, proud smile."Don't sound so [...]

    6. ****" FUCKETY- FUCK" DNF @27% ***This is a case of it's not you, its me. IMHO, Mae's dialogue was strange . Allow me to display the different sides of Mae. The Purple Prose side of Mae:"I gulped at the cool liquid when he held it to my lips and allowed me to drink, the lubrication to my sore throat was nectar but my belly griped angrily. I swallowed frequently as he poured small amounts into my mouth but as he removed it, my hand shot up to his to stop his confiscation of my life source."“I cl [...]

    7. Dark, disturbing, and twisted! The beginning had my full attention, but I lost interest for a chunk of the story only for my interest to return again at the end of the story. Every time the female lead addressed Daniel as Master, all I could think about was that I Dream of Jeannie show.The pet name "lamb" irked me to death and was used 95 times, but I liked the major twists dropped at the end of this book.

    8. ***** 5 "My Darling Lamb" Stars ***** "The devil visited me three times in my life. He mocked me, showed me mercilessly how he played the game and how he liked to cheat said game. He ridiculed and taunted me until he won." The life of Mae Swift if not a happy one. After losing her parents and sister, Mae is alone in this world with next to nothing. Bouncing from foster home, Mae lives her life the best she can, but seems to fall short on the best of things. The day she is rescued from a handsome [...]

    9. 10 "Nadu" STARS!DARK, DEVASTATING, HEART BREAKING, BREATHTAKING, SOUL SHATTERING! I'll try, but nothing I can say will do this book justice. Take the warning serious. I'm not kidding, this is by far one of the darkest books I've ever read. It ripped me apart. I'm fucked. I'm decimated. I've read a lot of captive books lately, nothing has compared to this one, nothing. I cried, I cringed, I gasped, I started shaking. "The devil visited me three times in my life; albeit, my short life. Not in the [...]

    10. Wow! This book was twisted, depraved, chillingd I loved every damn minute! The Boogieman has a name. His name is Daniel Shepherd, but you can call him Master. He's cold. He's vicious. He's sexy as hell! 'The Decimation of Mae' is the first Book I've read by this author. I had heard from others that I didn't want to miss out on this book and read the rave reviews. Finally, I had a little time between release dates and I decided to pick it up and give it a try. I am so glad that I did!Let me say t [...]

    11. Where do I start?????? This book ripped my heart outta my chest. And it didn't stop there. OH NO, it then proceeded to dance all over it! And you wanna know the sick thing? I LOVED the book! That's right LOVED! It was dark and evil and I couldn't get enough of it! I sat and read it in one sitting, cringing and gasping all the way. Shouting 'OH NO' and 'PLEASE DON'T' from start to finish! And this book sucks you in. Sucks you in from chapter one as you will see for yourself. And it doesn't spit y [...]

    12. ★★★★★ :: 6 Intense Stars :: ★★★★★This book is free on kindle unlimited. Wow. This book really pulled at my emotions. It is not your typical dark romance. There is so much more to it than that. In typical dark romances the heroine is kidnapped and abused beyond belief yet, they still fall in love with the one that harmed then. In this one though, Mae’s character is more complex. So much more complex that in the end I had tears in my eyes HOPING that what was happening WOULDN [...]

    13. Book Gifted for Honest Review Facebook: facebook/TheHopelessRBlog: thehopelessromanticsbookblog.bBefore I'd even turned the first page, "The Decimation of Mae" already had me intrigued. The cryptic synopsis was enough to wet my appetite and as for that big ass warning giving me the opportunity to turn back whilst I had the chance nope wasn't going to happen and so I threw myself in head first. Holy crap, nothing could have prepared me for what lay ahead. This was one sick, twisted, depraved, min [...]

    14. 4 "Holly Blue" starsI have had a hard time rating this book. I liked it yet didn't love it BUT there was so much about it that is exactly what I love in a book. It is a dark, twisted, gut wrenching and extremely uncomfortable story.Mae has seen such tragedy in her short life and Daniel rips away any chance she has of happiness. Daniel is the epitome of evil, dark and beyond brutal physically and emotionally. The things he does to Mae to attempt to strip her inside and out left me shuddering at t [...]

    15. Read my review at Sinfully Sexy and enter to win a signed paperback.**************************DARK AND HAUNTING WILL LEAVE YOU BREATHLESS!!!!This is one of the best brutal and emotionally punishing rides I have ever been on!The Decimation of Mae is exquisite, raw, intense, gritty, and most of all it’s a SPELLBINDING PAGE TURNER – everything that makes a book PHENOMENAL! It’s so emotional and gripping that my heart was threatening to beat right out of my chest. Yes, it’s dark and edgy. It [...]

    16. “You are the lamb. I am the shepherd. I will control your every move. I will direct and govern you until you learn your place. And I will guide you along the path to your slaughter.” Daniel“You will never pen me in like some timid animal that is too scared to fight. I have nothing to lose. You can beat me, hurt me, control me even, but you will never own me.” MaeDark. Tear-jerker.Mae Swift leads a monotonous and torturous life among a palette of greyse doesn't seek nor receive any pleasu [...]

    17. How to explain this book and my rating is some what difficult, the writing was good, the story flowed well and the editing was fine. All of those are reasons why I would rate a book higher but the author mad the H just too evil, he could never be redeemable ,in my option. Now I LOVE a dark read with a mean, abusive hero that falls in love and is a changed man by the end of the book, but this author went too far even for me. Spoilers will be at the end of review. Mae (h) lost her parents in a car [...]

    18. The Decimation of Mae is probably the darkest book I have ever read. I want to start with a huge disclaimer. This book is not fluffy or sweet. It is not a romance. I would categorize this book as a very dark love story. Sometimes love is dark, evil, and horrible. Sometimes you do not get a happily-ever-after. Sometimes all you get is an ever-after. Mae’s story is brutal and gruelling and most definitely not for the faint of heart. Proceed with caution.I absolutely refuse to give you any synops [...]

    19. ***DNF***No Rating!!!This was my exact reaction from the beginning and then a few chapters in!!! Between the blurb and the reviews I just knew this one was gonna be a home run for meedless to say I barely made it to first base!!. main issues was the heroines dialogue.just couldn't get past the way she expressed herself!!!

    20. 5 Totally Gut Wrenching Stars!This book was epic.I can't believe half of what I was reading yet I couldn't put it down to save my life. Sidebottom,You rock girl!Hours later and Im still thinking about how it all ended. Mae was a bad ass. She deserves major props for being one hell of a lead character. This story was a major mind fuck but I wouldn't want it any other way.I honestly can not wait for the next book.

    21. This book was a gamble for me…. Did it pay off? Yes and no. I do want to say that this book is NOT for those who are unfamiliar with dark erotica/themes. So heed that warning before you buy this book. My first mistake was that I thought this book was going to be some sort of PR/UF. When the synopsis said “The Devil” I thought the love interest was going to be some sort of dark angel and I was immediately intrigued! But as I read, I found that it was actually just a metaphor. However, this [...]

    22. Just Another Book Bitch's always spoiler free reviewDear D.H Sidebottom, How do you do it? With each new release you raise the bar. Your novels get better and better. The Decimation of Mae evokes so many emotions Just to name a few. How you can give us so much despair & hope, so much grief and lust, all at the same time I'll never know. I sit back in awe of your talent. I was truly at the edge of my seat during the entirety of this novel! Mae's strenght blew me away, every burst of fire she [...]

    23. I couldn't finish this book. To me this was a cluster f*ck. It made no sense. It felt like a thesaurus exploded. I'm not being mean, I just really really didn't like this book. I DNF'ed at 60%. Mae is saved from a psuedo boyfriend by Daniel, who then take her on a "date" and rapes her. Three years later her find her and take her hostage and begins training her. But the story line is so choppy and with no clue as to where it is going or why.

    24. Holy Shit!Holy Shit!Take notice of the warnings attached to this book. I spent a great deal of this book biting my hand in desperation. There were many omg moments. Mae is something else indeed. I'm speechless. D H Sidebottom is one of a kind.

    25. Read the Reviewed for : Perusing PrincessesWebsite : perusingprincessesBlogger : perusingprincessesFacebook : facebook/perusingprincessesTwitter : @peruseprincessThis book is so dark, so depraved and mentally twisted that it was painful to read and witness the abhorrence of Mae's situation. I hated what she went through, the injustice of the abuse and horrors she was subjected to in captivity was soul destroying, and yet her character was no victim. Unbelievably strong with a spirit deemed unbre [...]

    26. 5 AMAZING STARS if I could give this book more i would I was lucky enough to beta read this oneThe Decimation of Mae is exquisite, raw, intense, gritty and Heartbreaking its not a fairy tail and not for the faint hearted This is one of the best brutal and emotional rides I have ever been on!Where to even start with this review, it sucks you in from the first page It’s Beautiful it totally messes with your mind and you be like WTH butif you are not a fan of dark reads this book isn’t for you [...]

    27. Firstly I'd like to say this book isn't for the faint hearted and if you haven't crossed over to the dark side YET I wouldn't recommend you start with this as your first dark read.I need to say #DHSidebottom is one AMAZING twisted author. She left me speechless with this book, as I'm writing this my heart is just aching, it truly was mind blowing I cried a river The story was so unique nobody has done what Dawn has done, from the prologue she tore my heart out, and didn't stop until the vert las [...]

    28. Holy Jesus! I don't even know where to start with this. About half way through I was going to give up, I love dark, twisted stories but even for me this was almost too much. I'm so glad I powered through and stuck with this to the end. My heart broke for Mae, over and over again and I desperately wished she could find peace. The ending to this book was devastating, soul crushing but ultimately beautiful in its sorrow. I don't even know what to say to fully express how I feel about this book, I'm [...]

    29. I am completely lost!!!This is not what i expected. The ending completely broke my heart. The story itself was as dark as it gets. Mae and Daniel gradually becomes everything to each other. I could see the way they affected each other. I could feel their pain, confusion, hatred. And yes there was a lot of hatred. Daniel stole every ounce of happiness in Mae's life. He truly decimated her. He destroyed her. He was a part of her that would never disappear. However, Mae found light in her darkness. [...]

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